Just another few thousand to go LOL!!!!!
I got my math assignment back another big WOOT!! WOOT!! for myself not shy about blowing my own trumpet huh!!? I got High Distinction again!!!! YAY!!!! So much was put into both though, I think I would have been upset with anything less (problem of being a perfectionist over achieving person I suppose or as my baby brother likes to call me Lisa Simpson!!! Life is still very hard for me I thank uni for giving me something to occupy myself but I do have to wonder if I put so much into things like this because I use it as an avoidance tactic. Dealing with my old life and violent past marriage still gives me anxiety attacks. But i think its time!!!! or I am telling myself its time, Marks telling me its time he has had enough and is ready to walk if I cant sort it out be brave and get it out there and deal with! The past is the past I know but when someone had put you down daily for 7 years of your life, the good stuff gets harder and harder to believe. Why is that?? Why do we find it so hard to trust and believe in the good things or maybe its just me!!!
But Fergie I got news for you big girls DO cry!!!